My mind is distant, absent, like a fog. I know it hurts but cannot locate where or why or even since when. I’m filled with sorrow, that I barely can withstand. I’m so tired, all the time. Maybe I just need a good night’s sleep. Maybe I ought to sleep forever. 

My heart is in disarray. My mind scattered. I’m nowhere and everywhere at the same time. I’m worried but I don’t know over what. I miss my dad. His absence grows bigger every day. Why hasn’t he tried contacting me?