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[Against All Odds - Mariah Carey]
I remember when I was younger, and I listened to this song. How hopelessly naive I was. "And if you coming back to me is against all odds, then that is what I have got to face, a chance I have got to take."
Really don't wanna be like that any more. But who would have known, it is far more difficult this way, much more painful. I no longer know what I am doing. Back in time, at least I believed I was doing the right thing. I believed.
I just don't wanna be that stupid girl. Not because of the pain, which I can't remember anymore. But because it is stupid. I can't let people consider me as a fool, can't let people just walk right in and out because I let them. Cause if I do, I feel as if the blame is not on them, but on me.
Just because I don't make a fuss about people leaving, it doesn't mean that it has no matter. Just because I show understanding, it doesn't mean that I don't feel pain.
Every time you leave, it feels like it was the last time we will ever meet again. And I'm letting you go, without any struggle... It hurts so badly to say Goodbye.
I remember when I was younger, and I listened to this song. How hopelessly naive I was. "And if you coming back to me is against all odds, then that is what I have got to face, a chance I have got to take."
Really don't wanna be like that any more. But who would have known, it is far more difficult this way, much more painful. I no longer know what I am doing. Back in time, at least I believed I was doing the right thing. I believed.
I just don't wanna be that stupid girl. Not because of the pain, which I can't remember anymore. But because it is stupid. I can't let people consider me as a fool, can't let people just walk right in and out because I let them. Cause if I do, I feel as if the blame is not on them, but on me.
Just because I don't make a fuss about people leaving, it doesn't mean that it has no matter. Just because I show understanding, it doesn't mean that I don't feel pain.
Every time you leave, it feels like it was the last time we will ever meet again. And I'm letting you go, without any struggle... It hurts so badly to say Goodbye.
