Sofie Saknar
[Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park]
They say, it's a nice thing to miss someone, as if it was something good. I'd say it is a dicease, that eats you from within, widening the empty hollow and tricks you to fall into it.
I'm not some regulare person with one solid home. I have no place labelled home, can't recall the time I did. Instead, I have pieces of what I call home. I decided home is a feeling of peace. The feeling of calm, with no traces of stress. The feeling I get in the presence of people I love.
Mikaela - 242 days left. I can't tell either it is far away or close by. I guess it's too far away yet closer than it has ever been. Some days I feel nothing, but some days the empty space she left behind is too great to bear. Time has its own pace, and doesn't really care if that annoys you. It annoys me.
Bajs - I miss the one she was before. I miss us. I hate to see her sitting in our lounge with her hands on her lap, straight in the back and speaking formally and infamilliarly. As if I was someone distant. Hate it. I hate that I know she's influenced by X, and to see the changes being so evident. I hate that there isn't a we anymore. Please laugh like crazy.
X - [...] However, it doesn't matter anymore. Not sure if it ever did.
Özi - I find myself thinking of her a lot. I hope she's coping well in the class. We were a bit of two black sheep and now I have left her all by herself. Don't misunderstand me, our class is really nice and friendly. But sometimes there's just no connection. I loved to make her laugh. She has such a lady-like laughter.
Mussepigg - It's odd how deep we bonded (at least me to him) at such short period. He was like a brother, the kind that would always protect me. He always wore a sad face though, and it bothered me deeply.
Jätten - I never really thought Jätten would be one of the people I'd miss, but I do miss him. He was always so nice to me, even though it frightened me because I didn't understand why (plus that he was monstrously tall).
the StEriks pepole - Well I miss most of them. Or perhaps just the feeling of fellowship. NV/TE was like a huge family. I miss the drumming in the hallway, the silence of our class and the queer whining of Slavomir.
Summer - I miss everything about it. The colours, yellos sun, blue sky and white clouds. Green trees and colourful clothings. The shriek of swallows in the sky, the heat and rain without snirt (snow+ dirt). I miss the walks me and Mikaela would have, the silence and the talking. I miss the ice cream that always manage to melt too soon. I miss feeling all free from the heavy jackets and boots.
Twilight maze - It's been a bit over two years since love at first sight. I can't explain well enough, Mikaela knows what I'm referring to :)
English 101 - I miss the constant English I have been exposed to the last one and a half year. I loved it. Currently, I have majour issues with speaking only Swedish. I always "lose" words. I'd like to keep studying English in the future.
They say, it's a nice thing to miss someone, as if it was something good. I'd say it is a dicease, that eats you from within, widening the empty hollow and tricks you to fall into it.
I'm not some regulare person with one solid home. I have no place labelled home, can't recall the time I did. Instead, I have pieces of what I call home. I decided home is a feeling of peace. The feeling of calm, with no traces of stress. The feeling I get in the presence of people I love.
Mikaela - 242 days left. I can't tell either it is far away or close by. I guess it's too far away yet closer than it has ever been. Some days I feel nothing, but some days the empty space she left behind is too great to bear. Time has its own pace, and doesn't really care if that annoys you. It annoys me.
Bajs - I miss the one she was before. I miss us. I hate to see her sitting in our lounge with her hands on her lap, straight in the back and speaking formally and infamilliarly. As if I was someone distant. Hate it. I hate that I know she's influenced by X, and to see the changes being so evident. I hate that there isn't a we anymore. Please laugh like crazy.
X - [...] However, it doesn't matter anymore. Not sure if it ever did.
Özi - I find myself thinking of her a lot. I hope she's coping well in the class. We were a bit of two black sheep and now I have left her all by herself. Don't misunderstand me, our class is really nice and friendly. But sometimes there's just no connection. I loved to make her laugh. She has such a lady-like laughter.
Mussepigg - It's odd how deep we bonded (at least me to him) at such short period. He was like a brother, the kind that would always protect me. He always wore a sad face though, and it bothered me deeply.
Jätten - I never really thought Jätten would be one of the people I'd miss, but I do miss him. He was always so nice to me, even though it frightened me because I didn't understand why (plus that he was monstrously tall).
the StEriks pepole - Well I miss most of them. Or perhaps just the feeling of fellowship. NV/TE was like a huge family. I miss the drumming in the hallway, the silence of our class and the queer whining of Slavomir.
Summer - I miss everything about it. The colours, yellos sun, blue sky and white clouds. Green trees and colourful clothings. The shriek of swallows in the sky, the heat and rain without snirt (snow+ dirt). I miss the walks me and Mikaela would have, the silence and the talking. I miss the ice cream that always manage to melt too soon. I miss feeling all free from the heavy jackets and boots.
Twilight maze - It's been a bit over two years since love at first sight. I can't explain well enough, Mikaela knows what I'm referring to :)
English 101 - I miss the constant English I have been exposed to the last one and a half year. I loved it. Currently, I have majour issues with speaking only Swedish. I always "lose" words. I'd like to keep studying English in the future.
